Definition;
In my eyes is;

Isolation
Imagination
Contemplation

Leads to-

Deterioration
Victimization
Substance abuse implication

It leaves you-

With feelings of insanity
Screaming out profanitys
****** up with anxiety

On a bad day- feels like

Defeat
Deceit
Incomplete

Makes You Want To-

Cry
Die
Get high

Synonyms:
Agony, Traumatic,

My way to process it-cope


Karma
Vengeance