It's cold outside today colder even than it is inside I have no escape from the ice that races through my veins sending shivers coursing through me It forces me to remember the only time I was warm Approximately 1,200 miles away, but feels much further Why is it so hard? Why do I have to wait so long to get back to you? I don't want to be cold forever! I Tremble even now, words stuttering on my screen They're cold too. I can't even fathom waiting 4, 6, 10, 12 more years I can't imagine being stranded in the cold for this long I will freeze without you Please I don't want to be cold forever