I like the girls at the pizza place, even though they're not very feminine, arguing with the cooks, exchanging insults with the dishwashers. Still, they're good to me and understand. The waitress said, wiping her hands on her flowered apron, I'd take you home with me." And even though she didn't really mean it, still, it was a nice thing to say. I saw you at our ten year reunion with that big-mouth you married and I tried to be friendly but it was hard with him there. I hadn't seen you since the party when you rode out of my life on his back, him prancing into the bedroom and closing the door, you laughing. You were so beautiful that night, though not very feminine, drunk and riding piggyback. I waited until the party was over but you never came out. I told the pizza girls how much I wanted to tell you "I love you," but couldn't with big-mouth there. They gave me a free cannoli. They're nice, but not very feminine.