I was in a whole deep sleep,
Where shadows whispered secrets to keep.
In the place of the known, I wander in fear,
Full of anxiety, with no one near.

I don't understand who is mine, who is not,
Faces blur, truths are caught.
Sometimes they smile, sometimes they glare,
The same faces I crave, yet they don't care.

I dream of warmth, of care, of touch,
But awaken to hatred that feels too much.
A heart in chaos, a mind untamed,
Seeking solace, yet always blamed.

In this endless dream, I strive to see,
Who is real, who can set me free.
But as I wander, the lines confine,
And the dream reveals—the battle is mine.