—“You said ur not ok, I’m sorry if I’m annoying you, I just thought I could help”
no um…sorry, I didn’t mean to come off rude…—
—“Dude, it’s fine, I know what ur going through, I’m here if you need”
see that’s the thing, every time I hear that, no one is actually here. I call everyone I can think of, and they don’t show up!—
—“Oh..”
I just feel so alone… like every day I always fade away, like they forget I existed in the first place..—
everyday I text a lot of my friends, and they leave me on read or give short little replies..—
—“Well… I used to feel like that a lot And I still do sometimes. But ur not alone cuz I care and I wanna care about u. Even if you don’t feel like it’s true”
u don’t know me—
—“I want to though. :)”
This is a text message I thought of but I've been feeling that a lot with all of the friends I used to know and that I'm still friends with