I just realised that I don’t have a best friend. I used to have some but it doesn’t feel the same anymore. Could it be the distance? Could it be that we have outgrown what we once thought was friendship? Don’t get me wrong, they’re still my friends, just not the kind I feel comfortable sharing my vulnerability with. Will I ever have a best friend again?

I just realised that the value and care my siblings once had for me is gone. They’re married and have other priorities, other people to love. I’m just another person who once lived with them. I don’t even remember what it was like to live with them. I’m losing many things that once held value. Will I ever get to live together with them?

I just realised that I don’t love my boyfriend. We’ve been together for almost a year but I haven’t yet told him that I love him. But how could I when I don’t. Will I ever find love?