I miss a life that's mine
Friends I choose
Who I meet at **** pool parties
And comedy shows
I miss friends who I can lay on and touch in a not totally platonic but not totally ****** way
I miss cuddles with friends of friends on a couch
While someone drunk and large makes jokes
I miss my tree in my park that isn't mine at all

But soon I'll have my own place
My own place!
That I'll own
Hopefully some lovers soon
I'll get to paint my own walls
Make my own music
Live my own way again

Quiet, magical mornings with my cat
Rambunctious evenings with people I haven't met yet
And with others I maybe have already met

It's so close
I left behind a whole life ***
And now I get to make my own new life
I miss being groped lol
Like seriously, someone run their hand across my clavicle and roughly down to my breast while we stand at the back of the crowd as some live music show