born in a suburban valley, but the appalachians raised me weekends consisting of getting lost in the hills with my eyes and heart filled with wonder, this world soaking in like rain to dry ground
my home soil was birthed from ancient mountain tops, the crests in the distance having seen eras far beyond our own they roll like waves across this landscape, fields of grass and corn, harvested crop with bolts of hay wrapped tight in bulbous swirls
perhaps thatβs why traveling always feels like i never left; nature invites my footfalls, belonging to the earth there
to ponder where a soul is from how old or new it is who i was before this- a deep connection to things, tugging on my string and pulling me toward certain places, or people, connections that linger even when i am no longer there, or not with the people whose bonds iβve grown, forged appearing on the horizons growing close enough to touch
we all ponder, truly, to know ourselves who we are and who we once were, where we are meant to go and if we are meant to be what knowledge i must have collected before now what wonders i must have seen if i yearn to search to find and lose myself once again