i think i’m living the teenage dream. shooting movies with my friends? ******* around at the mall and wasting money on energy drinks? making eye contact? making **** sure of everything? talking, always talking, to someone about something they love? stealing alcohol from the pantry? taking the ****** bus? being late to everything because i care so much and not at all? breaking bottles on pavement? getting half-high on accident? texting late? making plans? thrifting? going out of state with friends and telling them i love them right before i fall asleep?