Anastasia she
got me tipsy
******, afterwards
because Anastasia she
is divorced, tactile & bossy
Anastasia she
is hitting on me
Anastasia she
is twice my age
but Anastasia she
penetrates my safe space
Anastasia she
holds my hand when she could
secretly at the party
Anastasia she
wants me to stay
Anastasia she
lives by the same sea
as me
Anastasia she
knows how to make me feel
uncomfortable i am
Anastasia she
looks for physical contact
an adventure
Anastasia she
is audacious
and i, am done with conquesting
i observe options but remain immobile
Anastasia she
is careless and i was
Anastasia she
wants attention but
Anastasia she
has no idea about me
Anastasia she
has hopes and expectations, like all of us
me especially
Anastasia she
pours me some more semi-sweet red wine
says that's not something we do
by the left hand in russia
but she does
and i really don't mind
Anastasia she
acts politely and elegantly
distinguée
for the reason that i'm french
Anastasia she
talks about her ex-husband
and i like to listen to her past stories
and not even wonder what happened
understand that things have an order
Anastasia she
sees a mirror of confidence in my eyes
and i, see a troublesome situation
but once again Anastasia she
is careless and intoxicated by substances
and Anastasia she
makes my head spin
Anastasia she
talks about the west and my smile
says i'm not funny if i don't smoke
wanna sit next to me
but Anastasia she
is pushed away by the south african girl
and the south african girl she
went through *****
but Anastasia she
doesn't care
because Anastasia she
is very determined
that Anastasia she
is mad when i'm leaving
happy when i text her once i'm home
Anastasia she
sure is enterprising
but i, prefer men who resist me.
at least we have this in common
Anastasia and i
as Anastasia she
likes things and concepts she can't have