Oct 2013
it's time to get my act together
I need to get out from under the weather
I find that I'm alone
Facing this world all on my own
I don't know who I am
I've been breaking away from my fam.
I feel like a fly on the wall
being there but missing it all
I try to let down this outer shell
Who I truly am no one can tell
Trying to be great has a big cost
And through it all I seem to be lost
My "friend" calls me weird
And that had been the one thing I feared
All I am is heavily broken
Each day becoming more outspoken
I need to get out from under the weather
I find that I'm alone
Facing this world all on my own
I don't know who I am
I've been breaking away from my fam.
I feel like a fly on the wall
being there but missing it all
I try to let down this outer shell
Who I truly am no one can tell
Trying to be great has a big cost
And through it all I seem to be lost
My "friend" calls me weird
And that had been the one thing I feared
All I am is heavily broken
Each day becoming more outspoken
I wrote this in junior high, the first real poem I had ever written. It showed me that I had talent and that I could maybe be a writer, I realized that I actually liked writing and I had a very supportive teacher who showed me that I could. It was about the time that the spot I'm in right now started. It marks a chapter of my life that I have not yet finished, and it is still relevant. This will always be an important composition of mine. Enjoy :)
