Identities that I have lost , feelings that I have burried . Scars that I hide pain that I still carry .
Faces I miss and those that I forgot . Friends that mattered and those I did not cherish.

People I loved the most and kept them away . Family and friends that cared sincerely which with whom I feared to stay.

Loves I gave and those that I took . Moments I cherish and few that I regret.
Wounds that keep opening and those that don't seal .
Life's that I changed and scars that I healed  .

Characters that I became and roles that I killed .
I was a lover ,a wife , a friend an enemy.
I've been a child ,a girl ,a woman even a man compulsory !
A main character of  my own love story,  drama ,horror and tragic comedy !

I've been an old minded woman in a child's body . Insomniac since five that I could not tell no body .
The long runs I took just for the sake of running away , from those that cared the most and I lead them astray .

Promises I kept and those that were broken . Hopes that I gave and hopes that were forgotten.
Highs that I reached and lows that I fell . Battles I could not conquer for I am prisoner of my own cell .

I was a warrior, a victim a survivor.  
I am a dreamer a realist , a hypocrite ,a naive .
I became a cynic , atheist and a believer . A true saint and a real sinner .

I have come so far and way beyond , only to see myself becoming everything that I wanted and everything that I don't .

e.m