As we part one night, I catch myself about to say “I love you”
Words I’d said to her countless times, but words I hadn’t spoken since that night our lips first met, since familiarity turned to yearning, since we went from friends to lovers, since I fell in love with her.
I ask her then, “When is an ‘I love you’ different?”
She looks into my eyes as we stand in this empty parking lot, a puzzled look passes across her face before a subtle, limerent smile takes its place. “I guess it’s different when it feels different.”