A lake far away in the distance Covered by the foggy haze In an endless reverie On a quiet, cold winter's sleep
The dry fallen leaves Of the bare dampened trees Shiver in the December breeze As the clouds veer off into the valley
The flowers shrivel like paper on fire As the wind walks slow Through the maple, oak, and pine Sculpted in ice and snow
Landscapes that were once willows Where owls sported for prey at night Are now drenched in blue and white For as far as the azure lake goes
The cold harsh winters broke my horses That coursed the winding paths with fury Trudging against the unseen forces In the depths of the blanched scenery
I gazed at them helpless Watching them writhe in agony Attacking the soil as they gasped their last breaths My young fawn friends were covered with canvas
For a while, I forgot what time of day it was Yet I decided to walk into the wild With the blood-stained canvas Fresh in my mind
With every path I walked or tried out My boots deepened in the thick swamp Yet, I'd always circle back to that spot More in doubt as the mire went on
Such was the depth of the forest That I started marking the stones Studding the depths of the earth Where frescoed brooks once flowed
I struggled under my own weight A dying thirst overcame me As I inched closer to blinding rage I crunched the snow with chattering teeth
Gazing at the concentric eddies of ice That coursed through the undergrowth Those glacial sheets frozen in time Had turned to unbreakable stone
It was transparent Revealing below the endless water Being this near to the end I felt a calm surrender
I looked deep inside Without struggle nor strife I jumped off the ravine And my life flashed before my eyes
As I darted into the undergrowth An elk came from behind Hidden in a lair of fog and shadow Walking on the sheet of ice
My heart pounded inside My broken frame had survived I knew I'd walked too many miles To die
As I descended freely I fell into spirals of warm water And I could hear rushing streams That echoed out into the ether
I was so tired and lost So I only have a faint memory Of the elk with its antlers carved in white frost Carrying my frail body
Out of the bowers Into a willowy veil I still visit the shore covered by the hoary flowers And listen to the whispering gale
I walked on little by little With the brittle leaves cracking under my feet To greener pastures Forgetting the miracle
Time has filled many an hourglass since then Yet as I watch an individual grain of sand fall And I think upon the elk of that forest That emerged from the dense fog
I realize that the moment is lost And every day is still a test While I could have moved on It is the feeling I hold dearest