Dec 2024
Love, I was hopeful for
I wanted to hold and cherish
Breathe the air of forever passion that awaited me
It was beautiful, it was real
One after another, darkness fell
Gave my heart, all, let my colors show
no one wanted, rot
I gave my body away to fill those voids
Rejected by those that did not want me
Taken by those I was close and pursued
I want to let it all burn
Obliterate couples, no love for me
let my heart bleed black
No one can fix me now
Turn me down and let me paint it all black
bust me wide open, and reject me
It's what I'm used to, decay
Once heart of gold is now heart of rot
I wanted to hold and cherish
Breathe the air of forever passion that awaited me
It was beautiful, it was real
One after another, darkness fell
Gave my heart, all, let my colors show
no one wanted, rot
I gave my body away to fill those voids
Rejected by those that did not want me
Taken by those I was close and pursued
I want to let it all burn
Obliterate couples, no love for me
let my heart bleed black
No one can fix me now
Turn me down and let me paint it all black
bust me wide open, and reject me
It's what I'm used to, decay
Once heart of gold is now heart of rot
This one is a slightly darker poem that I wrote. Its my whole take on what my experience of love has been for me. As you can see, I have some jealousy in there. I am dearly happy for those that can find happiness with someone. Having a significant other is something so precious, you wish to not ruin it. Yet somehow, it gets ******* up, because of trauma, cheating, loss of love, etc. My Poems so far have reflected on that, couple of those are songs I wrote. People say to me all the time, " you will find the right one" " You just have not found the right one yet" " When you least expect it, it will come to you" I have heard it all. These poems or songs you will be seeing, is simply me venting. I hope someone can appreciate it or find some light, because I know I am not alone.
