How ignorant have I been all this years and taken all you have given me for granted . My eyes have been so blind all this time until you mercifully opened my heart for me to see your light.
I have been walking around lost and empty, ignoring all this life around me that you so perfectly created . How dark have my days been without you . When you were the only true light that I could not see.
How foolishly I have taken for granted every beat of my heart that you have given me . Every breath I took and filled my lungs with life that you destined for me . I blindly believed I can take control of my life only to forget that you are the master of my soul and the architect of my fate .
You have been everywhere all this time. In the flowers you created so immaculate and the trees that you designed to stand so tall and proud that I admired .
In the water I drink in the tears I shed .In the smile I give and the truth I seek . You have been there all this time to guide me .
How ignorant have I been to only believe in temporary pleasure and visual reality that left me empty with nothing to show .
In all my doubts and in my darkest nights you stood right beside me to test my faith when I believed I was alone .
I lived in fear and feared it all for I have had not understood the beauty of them all . You have been everywhere all this time . In life and death , in all my sorrows and all my joys .
Now that I found you I shall have no doubt for the rest of my days that you have gifted to me so generously . I surrender to your light and I trust your power for I have no right to question you.
Now that you are my light I will trust for you to guide me so I wont lose my way back to you. I beg for your forgiveness for all my weakness and foolishly forgetting that you are the only truth and my souls only joy .