Holding on for dear life
Restraining myself from giving up.
My chest feels heavy at times, and
I wake up in the middle of the night
Gasping for air.
I feel like i am drowning in an endless pit of misery.
I gotta face the truth
The fact that you are gone.
I know. I know that the tears i shed won’t bring you back
But I never really know what to do
So I chained myself to your memories
Hopelessly hooked on you like a drug
wanting you day and night.
I die a little more with each passing day
Asphyxiated by your bittersweet memories

A.H