Feels like I’m all alone on a land,
Surrounded by oceans, yet I still drown in the sand.
I was looking for signs to run away,
You were stronger, so you pulled me to stay.

When the night darkens, I see the fire you turned on,
I run somewhere, only to get to nowhere.
Boats and ships passing by,
They don’t notice me, so I wish to fly.

Is it really happening?
or is it just inside my head?
Am I going to **** me?
and find myself in the morning dead?