you are a suicide though rather sweet and loving and welcoming like no thing ever was the supple buds of blooming orchids the running river and its tender wave a lover's letter burned to ash and fading ember the end of things and rising of a lesser sun loving, feeling, hearing soft silences in dark and empty rooms and hallways, sleeping, dreaming, never-ending, a looming shadow and a minute gleaming shine oh sing a song and borrow time to dance and rain and love forever get wet and change your clothes and love forevermore to become a thing much greater than the mass a single blade of grass, proud and tall among the seas it is certainly not hope but fate, believe it the simple beauty of how hands fit into one other it's all within you reach out into the burning evening sky and seek its fire's warmth and fullness of a loving heart we are born of flesh and blood but there are stars that rest within the veins and lungs and eyes that never shut they sleep, caress your aching skin your flesh and blood, heavenly sent, believe it. and when you fall and sink into the bedsheets hear the song and see the dream of mammoths in their endless, breathing steppe and I will sink with you and never grasp for air for all I need to breathe is here with you, believe it. you are a living crimson love a string, a thread, a tapestry, coursing through the veins of man since first his eyes met fire, believe it. you are a breath of life into a lifeless body, adorned in moss and fungal growths where frogs and snails dream pleasant things and the echo of the wooly mammoth and the steppe now buried long in time believe it. you are a pagan oak that stands so proud and my body rests between your holy roots bathed in the warmth of your canopy of leaves and I drink your sap and sing the songs of birds that sleep inside your lungs and all is good believe it. you are a single life so bountiful and pleasant to the heart that I believe in life eternal and wish it to be so whenever you stand before me your presence always felt in the blushing of the sky and in the tears it sheds believe it. believe it, for it so.