If only words could express exactly how I feel
They say being around people makes you feel less lonely
So why do I still lonely
I tried bringing out that lively side of me
But I feel it's probably gone
I tend to feel numb most pf the time
Feeling like a need a release from whatever I have all bottled up inside
I always thought there would be someone who understands
Someone who see the me I can't see
But I seem to have lost hope
Hope something I should have
I keep searching for it
That thing that doesn't have a name
Is it just a feeling or is there something more to it
I don't know
It's something within me
I feel weird sometimes
Wondering the type of person I am
Am I who I say I am
Am I trying too hard
Questions I have no answer to
I wish I do
I feel like  a blank paper
Waiting to be written on beautifully
Like an hidden gem Waiting to be discovered
Am I who I believe I am
To that I have no Idea
                  Written by fathia