It's been two years
since I took the blow
It's been two years
and everything has been hollow

Of all the things that I lost,
there are a few I miss the most.
Here's how the list goes-
My laugh, My smile
My way with the world.
My heart, My mind,
My trust and My love.

I have been waiting
for things to be the same,
I can't recognise who I am now, except for my name.
and to tell you the truth,
I have started to give up as well.
I don't feel like finding things that might help me,
I don't think anything can help me much. Only slightly.

I have grown to dislike a lot of things.
The list is long but here is some of it
My face and the way my body works,
My brain and how it does not know
anything beyond its own sorrow.

Neither of the lists have you on it,
Frankly, to you, I have become quite indifferent
I know the future is brighter without you
but nothing bright seems to happen, I don't know what to do.