One knee on the ground
with my head facing down
A tear fell
My heart now in two
my smile now a frown

went out to the world hoping for peace
i only asked for a mind at ease
if it meant i had to let go of everything i keep in my bag
then fine i will wave the white flag

but when i do it theres pins in my chest
the sting keeps me from having any rest
its like my heart is relluctant
do i like this life of peace? it feels redundant

went to a doctor so he could give me some meds
he said whats wrong i said it might be my head
my heart was not at peace that my mind was at rest
doctor tell me whats wrong you know best

he gave me knowledge
that i realised i never acknowledged
thought ive never been in love before
but whole time i was in love with war