if they asked me about you
on a normal day
i’d tell them
we had a good run
that it was a mutual agreement
we were better apart

if they slipped me a blunt
and asked me again?
i’d tell them
that i regret never being
the man you wanted
that i ruined
the purest love
id ever found

id tell them,
it was always you,
it always has been,
it always will be.

even if we can’t be.