I'm not okay
I'm really not okay
I'm drowning
I'm sinking into myself
I can't pay attention
I can't remain in realty or within this mind whose only task in life is to suffocate me in thoughts and **** me before my body takes it's natural course.
I'm not okay
I'm really not okay
I'm dying
I'm falling down this hole again
I can't stay afloat
I can't live in a world where my body is constantly revolting, not letting me sleep nor eat nor breath properly.
I'm really not okay
How come no one ******* sees it
  How is everyone so blind