I am a 🤡 clown
blessed with a handsome son.
But
I feel ashamed
when he expressed his unhappiness while pointing to my goatee beard.

He feels insulted
among his friends
that his papa looks like a thinner personality
made of single bone very less flesh.

And
when I tried myself to imagine as a fatty father
looks like a 🏈 football
running across a playground
Just wandering here and there
with a speed , wasting no time.

And when I assessed myself as a father in my son's eyes ,
I can understand,
I found myself standing nowhere,
neither near nor far.

Is this fair or unfair judgement
from the 👀 of a father who stands nowhere in life except smiles 😊😁😊!