To my boyfriend,

I was alone and feeling sick and stressed.
I thought I would handle this all by myself, alone again.
wouldn't even consider that you would care.
I was afraid I didn't have the energy to be my old self.
and you would be mad and sick of me too.

but I was wrong.
you hug me with your eyes closed.
you are here, with me
even in my last hope
accept me in all of my forms

and I wish the word love could capture my feelings
but it is not
feeling alone was what I thought it is
but I was wrong
you are even half of what I imagine
and for that, I will love you forever