Why am I still clinging to you? Even after you’ve chosen everything but me. Why do I crave you regardless of the pain it comes with? Why can’t I give up on you? You give me no reason to hope you’ll continue to choose me, yet I eagerly wait on you. I’ve got every reason to leave or make you, and I can’t. Why am I so pathetic? Why can’t I tell you no? Why do you get to have me!? And I can never have all of you. I love you so much it hurts, and hate you so much it makes me insane. When I think about you I feel physically sick because of my emotions towards you, yet I think about you constantly. I’ll never be over you. *******, I love you.