You broke my heart saying you were gay you stole the best years of my life and i had a freaking *** change like you wanted feel messed up in the head cause you asked me to do something i did not want to do i became a lady like you wanted. still ****** cause i got thoughts like i don't like me no more cause of that *** change and losing my job and all that kinda stuff. still **** at this poem writing but getting better i think. My name was Mathew and not i is just mims cause of you asking me to have a *** change then dumping me for a woman.