Today i was feeling sad, as usual.
So i starting crying, you know the usual?
What can make me feel better?
The cigarette shorts my mom left here.
The whine i always mix with my juice.
After that i do the usual..
Sit here, in this cold house alone.
Even tho it's my mom's day off she doesn't wanna be home!
Or even worse, she doesn't wanna be with me.
As i come down from my buzz
I notice that I'm still sad and still wanna fuss.
But hey, at least for 15 minutes my problems went away.
It's not like my mom is gonna have something to say.
She'll just by more liquor that'll come up missing the next day..
When I'm sad again and will have something else to cry about,
Don't feel bad for me..
it's just the usual.