When will I ever be good enough? No matter how hard I seem to try I always seem to have to lie No college degree No job to see When will I ever be good enough? Every step I take I feel like the eggshells are about to break Never seem to get A’s But yet me being trans is a phase When will I ever be good enough? I can never seem to do anything right And every time it ends in a fight So many thoughts running through my head So many nights I’ve thought I’d be better off dead.