What do you expect me to do here, while you're in Boston, living your life, experimenting, experiencing? Do I look the other way while you flirt with all the boys in their tight shirts and sparkling grins? Do I try to pass the time while you wink at all the girls with their short skirts and multi-hued eyes? Do I try to occupy my time with other boys and their watery words- everywhere, yet somehow always slipping through my slit palms, too abundant to be meaningful and too ever-changing to be substantial?