I love you, but it sounds so primitive to say.
Because it's so much more than that.
I don't love you just for you, I adore your aura and your vitality
I want to melt into you whenever I see you
You make me happy, but at the same time my heart is breaking.
I want to ask you to stop the hurt
but I can't.

I want to live in your head,
and be the love in your life
I want to  know what you are thinking.
So I can learn all your dynamics
I want to have a comfortable, boring human interaction with you
because even that would make my world explode

But I Can't.

I can't wait to be closer to you
and I can't wait to know more about you
but I don't want to make it obvious
I don't want you to know

YOU CAN'T EVER KNOW

We're the same,
you and I,
me and you

I don't know what's happening, and I don't think you would either
So I won't say anything
I won't act on the fireworks on my skin when I see you
I will keep quiet and stay away
nonchalant and cold, even though my blood is roaring
I won't try to get closer to you, to try and understand you
At least not until I understand
myself
And what this is.