Oh wow oh how i mean if only but why who could say i don't know not me if so i would die but really though not really it's not that big of a deal what it's a big deal in my heart but a small deal to everyone else's and man why is it always the same but always different cuz i don't know how this works or do i it's not like i'm that knowledgeable but who really is the one who measures that because i don't know except that i don't know and i don't know how to handle you.