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When I feel I'm losing, it's the feeling of being a failure, the feeling of losing control the feeling of my emotions that continues to flow.
You're my best friend. I don't have any of those. If I lose my closeness to you, I feel that the darkness will seep through.
I have always won in the game of love. Look at me. I have a golden-prize husband, two beautiful children, sent straight from the heavens above.
I've always lost in the game of friends. I get one then I do something stupid, and then they're never heard from again.
Yes, the past was easy, but this time seemed so hard. Because you're not just my best friend. You're my best friend helping to hold my heart.
We've been passable friends for over twenty-five years. Then all of a sudden, we became close within this year.
You, like all best friends, make me laugh, make me cry, and make me want to curl up in a ball and hide.
This happens in all friendships. Trust me, I've had quite a few, but this is the first one from a friend like you.
I don't want to lose my best friend, who I tell my secrets to, who I create with, and who helps me be creative and make things new..
I don't want to lose you because i'm a silly little goose, one that cries and makes you frown.
But the difference in me as your best friend. You can know I'm always emotionally here for you, like you've been for me.
Please don't take my jealousy to heart. That's on me that's my STUPID female part.
I want the best for my best friend. He wants the best for me, too.
I mean, look what you've helped me through. This has been the most challenging, emotional, and unstable year.
But it was my best friend who got me through helping me to clear my tears.
Our friendship will never be anymore. We both know, who can be with their best friend? Especially if they will drive you crazy and send you to the moon?
I have a tendency to be a little nerve-wracking.(haha) Maybe that's why I have no friends.
I thought that was over when we became close.
I'll do anything for this best friend. Eventhough I had to learn just because he's a man, doesn't mean he is mine.
But when I feel like i'm losing not only my mind, but my best friend, I feel like i'm losing a shiny pebble oh so fine.
I hope that we can get past this misunderstanding and minor roadblock. You know how hard I fought for you to be a friend, a solid rock.
Please don't let our friendship end this way. I'm actually running out of things to say. (I know, surprise!)
But when I feel like I'm losing, B, I never thought it would be losing you.
Leanne 11/22/2024
You're my best friend. I don't have any of those. If I lose my closeness to you, I feel that the darkness will seep through.
I have always won in the game of love. Look at me. I have a golden-prize husband, two beautiful children, sent straight from the heavens above.
I've always lost in the game of friends. I get one then I do something stupid, and then they're never heard from again.
Yes, the past was easy, but this time seemed so hard. Because you're not just my best friend. You're my best friend helping to hold my heart.
We've been passable friends for over twenty-five years. Then all of a sudden, we became close within this year.
You, like all best friends, make me laugh, make me cry, and make me want to curl up in a ball and hide.
This happens in all friendships. Trust me, I've had quite a few, but this is the first one from a friend like you.
I don't want to lose my best friend, who I tell my secrets to, who I create with, and who helps me be creative and make things new..
I don't want to lose you because i'm a silly little goose, one that cries and makes you frown.
But the difference in me as your best friend. You can know I'm always emotionally here for you, like you've been for me.
Please don't take my jealousy to heart. That's on me that's my STUPID female part.
I want the best for my best friend. He wants the best for me, too.
I mean, look what you've helped me through. This has been the most challenging, emotional, and unstable year.
But it was my best friend who got me through helping me to clear my tears.
Our friendship will never be anymore. We both know, who can be with their best friend? Especially if they will drive you crazy and send you to the moon?
I have a tendency to be a little nerve-wracking.(haha) Maybe that's why I have no friends.
I thought that was over when we became close.
I'll do anything for this best friend. Eventhough I had to learn just because he's a man, doesn't mean he is mine.
But when I feel like i'm losing not only my mind, but my best friend, I feel like i'm losing a shiny pebble oh so fine.
I hope that we can get past this misunderstanding and minor roadblock. You know how hard I fought for you to be a friend, a solid rock.
Please don't let our friendship end this way. I'm actually running out of things to say. (I know, surprise!)
But when I feel like I'm losing, B, I never thought it would be losing you.
Leanne 11/22/2024
