Life is a puzzle A puzzle of time taking Filled with confusing shapes Beautiful when done Hard when starting Worthwhile when you are almost there My heart speaks into a mirror Seeing the regrets that has been made Choosing not to speak its mind to The problems thatβs been saved. Im a moving piece that doesn't know where to stay Feeling lost in the sea of my feelings, trauma, thoughts Not knowing where to belong feeling not wanted Drowning in my sorrows Seeing love ones come and go as i sit alone I scream but nothing comes out mouth is taped closed knowing no one wants to hear or see me Being thrown away by the very person i loved the love turned into hate in a flash Thinking someone will find me but years pass finding im alone Thoughts raced through the very brain I fear Life is a puzzle that I wish to end