In this apartment in my hometown
Where the night went down
Back when I was twenty
I was ***** by these guys, many

For years I didn't mention
Cause this was never my intention
Like I was the one to blame
I felt so deeply ashamed

Sometimes I still don't know how I feel
Like a part of me is unreal
It kept messing with my mind
As If I was some sort of redefined

You brought me to your penthouse high above
The kinda place that suits you like a glove
I remember the music, drugs and alcohol
Some of the things I still recall

Bragging about me with your friends
Touching me all over with your hands
Couldn't keep it in your pants
Both you and these so-called friends

I knew that this was thought ahead
When you put me on your bed
Did you really think I was into that
These guys I never even met

Lying on top of me one by one
Do you realize what you've done
Does that turn you on
A girl not even moving along

I still don't know their name
Don't you think that's insane
Is this your kinda game
You should feel my shame

Sometimes I think about you
And wonder if you ever think about me too
Now you are father of a daughter
Would you dare to tell it to her mother

For years I felt *****
Tried to erase my memory
But now I know you were guilty
Now that I am nearly thirty

Even though it took me ten years
I have finally faced all my fears
I have dried most of my tears
So what you took took years

But now that I'm older
Your weight finally lifted of my shoulder
I now know how I feel
And that this night was real

I am finally moving on
Can pause what was playing in my head on and on
I hope you look back on what you've done
And ask yourself where you went so wrong