Eternal Infinite Living One, well, I met the stranger again, and presented my fantasy self, which he saw as an imaginary friend, a way I never saw him, and what did my fantasy self say to me this morning: loss, my boy, is what you experience everyday, each moment something goes, and with it something comes, but what that is you never know, and the chaos of loss confronts you with hidden talents and possibilities, a fountain that springs up inside you, a water that is alive and looks for dryness and barren ground, and the hard thing about it is that you see the desert and have to look for the water, cool, clean water, and look for the deepest pit as well, yes, actually look for it, the hardest thing of all. Make that pitstop!