Eternal Infinite Living One, well, apart from writing you so little, I also forgot to show my gratitude for all you give and take, that done I open the tap of my word piping: all is always an apple, one either takes a bite or lets it hang, depending on how the guts decide, for they are more intelligent than the mind, well, at least in my case, for I can't walk in another person's shoes, even if I wish I could sometimes, so I walk in my new shoes and bite the fresh apple, which is a visit to my mother, whose heavy presence resembles mine with other people, how to combine lightness with the heavy load, inner feather that floats in this heavy world, courage, patience and determination I pray for again and again and again. Let the juices trickle from my mouth!