Water invades my nose and lungs I cannot untangle my feet from the rope Rocks continue to rip the skin from my feet Tearing and bruising my knees. The rapids are pulling me out and under I cannot find a place to stop. I surface but only see trees rush past I can feel rocks to stop myself But my bare feet cannot find traction. I grab a tree root, and pull myself up. The water is still strong, but I am lucky. I laugh hysterically, until I sob. I shake in the water and wait for help. I am alive.