I don't know since when you chose to leave. What i already know is that you never accept me anyway. But there was time when you make me feel my presence. Not just that, but also my existence. That one beautiful moment for me who keep coming back to you. Or maybe i never really come into your life. But it's okay, life is full of confusion anyway.
There are so many words i'd like to say. But i know you'll laugh at it all the way. Because maybe you think i'm a joker and you're one of my masterpiece. I don't know why god made it this way. Like a beautiful rose that filled with thorns.
It's the third time for me to let you go. But saying "goodbye" for me is just another "hello". Like we usually do. Like we did it now.