i have trouble finding the right words to say, i get stuck get sick an then lose the train of thought anyway. what am i supposed to say to you, it makes me feel so delicate. I want to know everything about you, we feel so the same but different. I never know what to say to correlate to what this is. To you i could just be a quick fix, something to take your mind off that other *****. But i wanna rewrite both our past-tense, "what im used to" or "Im so scared im going to mess this up and lose you." let me show you how i can really be good for you. Im a lover girl, an baby i just wanna love you :/
All these butterflies make my tummy sick, i ***** onto these pages, anything that comes to mind that i couldnt say when it was just you and i, some of these words so sickening it makes me lose my appetite.