I’m stunned by how quickly her love turned to hate, All my regrets now tethered to fate. Mistakes I’ve owned, begged forgiveness to mend, Yet they returned, bringing us to an end.
Seven years of memories feel wasted, surreal, Her anger now sharper than time can heal. I forgave her betrayals, though they shattered me whole, But my own faults, it seems, took a far greater toll.
If I could love her through the darkest of skies, Why couldn’t she see me with forgiving eyes? Perhaps I was the villain in her story’s verse, A loathed chapter, a love turned curse.
Now we’re strangers, our bond undone, A love once eternal now gone with the sun. I must let go, though it tears me apart, To bury her name deep within my heart.
i told myself that every time i have a relapse, i'll turn it into a poem.