I love you til the day that i die
this song playing in the background
But please let not this be me.
The world is ****** up
we are the epitome of impossibility
you do not want me
And I am still obsessed with you.

You’re muslim I’m christian
You read Quran I’m in love with bible
You had never tasted love
Im with someone for 5 years
You’re left brain smart and I’m overdramatic
You hate cheating and im a cheater
2018 i found Jesus
And you were still Hopeful of life
Maybe you were the faceless person
That fills up my prayers
Maybe I prayed for your safety
For the best to come
For hope
2019 instagram yours and my first post
Both 20 but
Our paths never crossed until 5 years later
I hate your name
Until I see you wearing it
My name was never on your lips
Even when were on the phone
You must really love her
Even calling another girl
Feels like cheating
Your name tattooed on my mind
My keyboard
My playlist
My life
And I still hate it
It rhymes with the moon
Now I look at it
And never not think of
Your first smile
Your eyes
Your voice
Your shoulders
Your hands
Your feet
Your skin
Your hair
Your insecured nose
You
Just you
All i want
Is you
No one else
I dont deserve you
Im the worst person
To ever live
I dont deserve love
And i will die
Still loving you in my memory
In my pages
In my pens
I told you of my poems
Of my songs
And you never care
To read and to listen
I poured out my heart
And you never care
To look at the spill
Mess i am
One last time
I love you
I loved you
I still love you
I will love you
On my deathbed
Your name will be my last breath
I wont forget


It seems that in the end
I love you til the day that I die