It ain’t love language if we need a translator. It ain’t true if I put together our signs on multiple websites until it said we stood a chance. He’s a failed experiment. Not only cause I almost had him but cause he looks like one. I was right to call him baby, cause he’s my son. When he hears Lana Del Rey he thinks of me. It’s so girlcore of me. Ugh, the urge to dress up in dollette. And lie all day rotting in my bed. So much for a brat summer. Ugh, the way he’s caught up in me. I said I’d give him heaven but I gave him hell. I remember the look of his all too well. But he deserved to land the wrong side of the coin. When he hears Lana it’s my pretty face he sees. It’s so funny to me.