If that was you Camden I want to know why you came back to me after 4 years.
Your face looked familiar.
But the girl and guy from the polaroid were just there to fill the space.
We could’ve been together.
You could’ve taken me home to the state you grew up in.
Smoke something funny on the stoop.
Call your buddies over to hang out at dark.
I almost said hi when I saw you standing aimlessly by the main entrance of that fateful institution.
But I let my fears win.
I remember your IG handle but that was too much for me to handle to write you a message.
I didn’t wanna end up with you thinking I’m an idiot.
But you could’ve cause there’s men in this world who think that.
And I don’t care what they think of me.
But you said some things to me when we were on that green hill just before we split.
You could’ve talked to the actors but you chose me out of everyone there.
I know it was you.
You changed your IG handle so I can’t find you anymore, but I know your face.
And I wonder if you ever caught me looking.
If you ever knew my true intentions.
Now you’re just another American man who I could’ve made happy.
But you were just like the rest of them.
And I was broken.
Forever.