The young are foolish and blind. Pretending each figure looming over us is Jesus or Barack Obama Whispering sweet infinities down our necks and into our ears. "I want you. I want you. I want your body. I want you." Everyone looks the same in the dark? But the comfort of a panic attack suffocating you in silence doesn't happen with him. So explain why, when satan throws me down, I'm supposed to pretend to want it.