Teachers miss days all the time They catch a cold or simply need a day off And a substitute sits in their place When it’s time for attendance, I sit up in my chair They read down the list and everyone raises their hand, “Here!” Then, there is a pause in the subs voice; a hesitation That is my queue. I get ready to be asked how to pronounce my name First and last And tell them my nickname, as well To minimize confusion “It's pronounced Jo-haw-nuh Marshall-Puh-lie-yo”, But you can call me Joey”
No one, not even substitutes, ever mess up the “Marshall” The “Pelayo” is what gets them Not that it offends me I like to correct them and say it the right way It makes me feel unique and different A good different
I simply have a long name that’s hard to pronounce And going by Joey makes life easier For other people, anyway
“Marshall” Long ago spelled “Marschal” with a “c” and a single “l” And Americanized to be “Marshall” It’s not hard to spell or pronounce It is an easy, common name I live in the US, so the name Marshall is my everyday life An ordinary, American last name Nothing that makes people stutter or stop on the name sheet
Then there is the “Pelayo” in my name, from my father’s side Originally from Spain, and later Mexico The people who gave me my darker complexion and affinity for the Hispanic culture I grew up eating Mexican food on occasions Not a crazy amount, though enough to know it and enjoy it I also attended Spanish-immersion school And learned Spanish alongside English This allowed me to feel more connected to my roots And give me an edge in future Spanish classes Estoy eternamente agradecida.
The two names, joined together with a small hyphen Although little in size, this hyphen is a part of who I am A combination of my mother and father Latina y Blanca Hispanic and White A blend of two amazing cultures and families A decision that I am glad my parents made Giving me a beautiful, yet tough name to say aloud That everytime my teacher is absent, I get to correct a sub And remind myself of who I am and who I get to represent
I will always be Johanna Marshall-Pelayo But you can call me “Joey”