I've never really tried to write you something, perhaps I just didn't want to. You say you know me but I am as unknown to you as can be. I tried, I really did but it was all too much. You think it was your fault don't you? I guess you never really did and I'm sure you never would fight to see my side of the story, I guess you never really saw what exactly surrounded you. Your world has crashed and deep inside you know, you know you have no one to blame but me. And all I want you to know is that I'm sorry, Mom.