how many times over have i realized that you think Halloween is more exciting than my birthday? (both are on workdays, don't act like you're too busy because have you even had a job in the past few months?) how many times over have i realized that we honestly aren't as close as we used to be, anymore? (yeah you'll pin me to the door and hug me but what does that mean? hugs weren't ever a solid representation of anything we felt.)