I am afraid of just leafing through the books,
keeping my eyes open but deceived by their looks!

I am afraid of the yellowness of the scattered autumn leaves,
indicating that there's a long pause before the green.

I am afraid of the silence of my thoughts
but even frightened by the chaos of another day's non-stops.

I am afraid of the past and the future I won't know,
and how my immense potential will seize the flow and go!

I am afraid that I won't be afraid tomorrow,
the fear backing me up and sailing my ship's flow!